OMG i feel like crying now , gosh only god knows how much it hurts on the inside . people might think that im okay but they're just wrong . i've been through lots of things this year and seriously i need someone that i can talk to , i need someone that can lean me their shoulder to cry on , yes i admit that imma crying baby now , i mean by crying , it makes you feel much better kan after that ? so yeah D: . but idk , sorry to say but my boyfriend doesnt seems to care about me that much , i mean im not trying to say that you don't love me or anything okay maybe now , you're worrying about me but then you didn't show it to me that you're actually care about me okay for example just now you called me and i didn't picked up cause i wasn't in the mood then i texted you , i said that im sorry im not in a good mood now so ttyl sorry , then you replied tell me ? then i said nothing hm it's about my family . then you replied , em okay bye . okay i mean is that it ? hm . okayy then im not trying to blame on you or anything it's just that hmm idk D: . haih . can i have a normal life just like other people ? i mean seriously can i ? . D: . i don't wanna be sad at all times kan . hm @)(E)(^)%*&^%()*&^%)*(&^%^ . !!!!!!!!!!!! im done D:
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