life is too ironic , to fully understand

well tonight I feel like talking about my family , yes i'm sure you guys might think ' oh girl i'm sure you have a happy family , i'm sure you have a great life and bla bla bla ' . HA HA HA well let me tell you this , hmm no I don't . yes i'm sure you guys are having the same situation as I am right ? okay family problem is normal isn't it ? but not for me , to me mine is like the worst :'/ . i don't know how I don't know why but all i know is i want my family back :'/ I miss how the time when we all used  to gather around  together , i miss how the time when we all go to a vacation together . godddd i feel like crying nooo i'm crying right now :'/ . hmmmm well its's okay at least i'm pleased with what's happening now , im sure god has a better plan to do :') . let's just pray that things are gonna be just fine amin :') .